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May 29th, 2019 1 day remaining before starting a new journey Thailand, Isan, Udornthani Ward thesammontague@gmail.com Oh buddy. I am currently oscillating between the verge of an emotional mess and the emotionless apathy of everyday life. As of the typing of this email, I have only broken down once and it was very brief. We will see as I get closer to Texas and further from friends and my Thai family. Some people say the time passes fast, while I have heard others say the opposite. I think it all depends on the attitude of which you experience your mission. I wouldn't say it passed by fast for me, rather in the steady passage of time (probably moving at 1.5x speed so it was faster but not enough to really notice). But wow did the end creep up on me. It is really hard to imagine not being in Thailand. The anxiety is still crawling just below the surface, so I know it is there but it hasn't fully hit me yet. My mission has meant so much to me. I wan...